'I'm coming in... it's been a long time since I've had this man's fever...' It's been five years since I broke up with my last boyfriend... I'm 33 years old and the excuse that I'm too busy working as a doctor has been getting harder lately. I love my job, but it's hard to take on the lives of my patients, and I couldn't sleep at night and resorted to drinking. Today, as I was having another round of drinks alone, I met my ex-boyfriend for the first time in five years. He is a senior doctor at the same university who went to the US to hone his skills. He saw that I was relying on alcohol and invited me to have sex with him to put me to sleep. I liked this kind of forcefulness... I hadn't had a night with him in a long time, he knew all the things that made me feel good, I remembered his shape and his fingertips, and I came many times. But he was going back to the US again... but we ended up working together again at the same hospital... I can't forget his body and his presence, but I can't let my ex-boyfriend take advantage of me...?
「入ってくる…この人の熱久しぶりで…」前の彼氏と別れて5年…。
医師の仕事が忙しいからという言い訳も最近キツくなってきた33歳の私。仕事が好きだけど、患者さんの命を背負うのは大変で、夜寝れずにお酒に頼るようになってた。
今日も一人で杯を重ねていたら、5年ぶりに元カレと再会。彼は、同じ大学の先輩医師でアメリカに渡って技術を磨いている。
私がお酒に頼っているのを見抜いて、寝かしつけるのにセックスに誘われた。
こういう強引なところが好きだった…。
久しぶりの彼との一夜は私の気持ち良いところも全部わかってて、彼の形も指先も覚えていて何回もイッてしまった。
でも、彼はまたアメリカに戻る…はずが、また同じ病院で一緒に勤務することに…。
彼の身体も存在も忘れられないけど、元カレに甘えるわけにはいかなくて…!?